Spark.

They said that all it takes is just a little spark to start a love - but that spark might fade away someday somehow.
Some might want to rekindle it, some might just let it die.
Having that initial spark doesn't mean that it'll become an everlasting love.
It just means that you're just attracted to the that person's appearance or maybe how you guys get along so well that day.
Questions:
-Do both of you have the same goals? Know each other's likes and dislikes? Understand each other deep down?
-Can you be truthful? Open up to that person about what you did in the past? Accepting who your partner really is?
-After a fight, will you forgive your partner? Change for the better? Or it's all just words with no actions?

It's your choice to be with your partner for life, and vice-versa.

Think about all the hardships both of you went through.
Think about all the arguments over small little things.
But those small little things let you understand your partner even better, doesn't it?
You get to know how patient your partner is, the point of view towards certain things in life, etc.
Aren't you blessed with such unconditional love your partner is giving right now?

Don't give up on the person who is willing to give you everything that you desires because the feeling of heartache and regrets will soon come after you if you do.
Treasure them. Cherish them.

'Tis the season!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! 💕 

Hope everyone had lots of fun like I do! Hehehee .
Enjoy all the feasts and presents! 🎅🎄🎁🍴⛄❄️
Love ya'll.

Growing a year older.

Turned a year older on 22nd October 2016.
Super grateful to have these friends with me since years back.
They may not know each other well (or at all) but they came together to throw this surprise birthday celebration for me on a special date, 10th October 2016.

So on 6th October, Joyce was asking me if I want to buy Havaianas 'cause her friend got discount for it and I wanted to buy it since months back. I said okay and she asked me to choose from the website. I kept asking her about the discount and she was like "Idk eh. But got discount."
I DIDN'T EVEN DOUBT HER. LOL. I JUST "OKAY I WANT THIS."
After that asked me out on a date and said "The food looks nice, let's go on Monday and eat 饱饱(full). My treat."
Even said things like, "Must wear nice nice take OOTD" kind of things 'cause we don't usually do it and I'm like, "WOAH JOYCE, SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TO YOU?! I SHALL GO WITH WHATEVER YOU PLAN."

Monday came and I was darn tired from the day before 'cause I played League of Legends until like maybe 3am? Mmm..
I almost cancel the date but I can totally tell Joyce was so excited for it thus I went out with her with a panda face. 🐼
When I reached there, I was surprised to see Jasmine and Tristan were there and I thought they were dating and it was a coincidence that we bumped into each other. I looked again and I saw my gan-kor (god brother), Kaviel, was there too!
At that point of time, I realized they were throwing a birthday celebration for me. HAHAHAHA.

A few minutes later, the balloon boy aka HongSheng (another primary school friend of mine) came with all the pink with white polka dot balloons filled with helium + a Happy Birthday balloon.
Without the Happy Birthday balloon, I think it'll look like some wedding proposal. LOL.

Another few minutes later, another bestie of mine, Patricia (my Targa #2) came. I was so surprised that I cried out, and not just tearing up. Too many surprises to handle y'know? 😂

They prepared a dress and a blindfold and asked me to change into it and come out blindfolded and I'm like, whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat !? Okay steady, just go according to plan.

Changed into the dress and went back to seat with Joyce guiding me. Took off the blindfold and they lit up a firework candle. It went on for around 30 seconds? So I talked nonsense for 30 seconds. Yea... HAHAHA. 🙈

Proceeded on with our dinner and went to sing after that which is just somewhere nearby. Headed back home after midnight.

At the end of the day, I walked back home with a bouquet of balloons in one hand and the presents in another, I felt blessed. Real blessed. 💕

CHOOCHOO TO BUSAN! (부산행) & The Secret Life of Pets

I'm not really a fan of horror movies (especially ghost horror movies, that's a no go regardless how you force me to) because it just scare the hell outta me and at the same time, creating a 4D cinema experience for the people around me (and I think they hate me as well 'cause regardless of what scene it is, I'll jerk and scream a lil, causing them unnecessary fear LOL) and also the after-effects of the movie. I'm more of the cartoon type y'know? -winkwink-
However, due to recommendation from my friends, I went for it.

Train to Busan = zombies; that's the first thing that come to everyone's mind, I supposed.
However, this movie consists not just zombies, it shows how cruel some people are just to save their own butt and how people should help one another to the extent of sacrificing one life for their loved ones just to escape from the zombies. Scary yet exciting, irritated yet touching.
I watched it with my primary school friend, Jasmine, who is also afraid of horror movies like me, and her boyf, Tristan. So Jasmine sat in the middle and was holding both our hands like this:

HAHAHAHA. PARDON ME FOR MY UGLY "DRAWING" BUT I JUST WANNA ILLUSTRATE HOW WE SAT.
Anyway, I told my other friends that I'm going to catch Train to Busan and one of them replied, "Go and sit between the both of them." And I'm like, "OMG. NO! LOL!"
Srsly, who would sit between couples like that? What if they suddenly hold their hands or lean in for a kiss in front of me? HAHAHAHA.
And don't even think of eating anyth while watching this 'cause I can't even finish my food that day in the cinema. (Maybe you guys can but I can't.. T-T) Also, I suffered the after-effects of the movie for a short while — when we were waiting for the train back home, I suddenly had phobia of wild zombies appearing in the station and I looked left and right when we were boarding the train. HAHAHA. Epic fail.
Conclusion, it's a must to watch!


Another movie I watched recently with Jasmine and LiYue (another primary school friend of mine) is "The Secret Life of Pets".

AND YES, IT'S A CARTOON MOVIE.
From the title you can tell that the movie is trying to show you what pets do when their owners are off for work in the day by hanging out with their clique and they get to partayee as well like what humans do. The more exciting part is the adventure when Max and Duke got caught by the animal control.
My favourite character is Gidget, a white Pomeranian — my favourite dog breed and colour as well.
She had a crush on Max for quite some time and she's willing to do anyth to rescue him back to safety. So like any other happy ending, Max finally noticed her after the Brooklyn Bridge incident and they got tgt!
I guess that's love. Love is unpredictable. The person dog you get to spend with for the rest of your life is actually just right beside you.

I thought you'd always be there for me...

You were always there for me.
Whatever emotions I went through, you were there and vice versa.
I thought we will last since we're in love with each other but no.

I remembered how you first you held my hand, pecked on my cheek, kissed on my lips.
Meeting me daily despite being tired from every activities you had during your day.
Every time we meet, time seemed to pass so quickly when we haven't even finish catching up on each other.
Waking up tiredly the next day trying to recall how much fun we had while complaining that we're tired to each other but it doesn't matter 'cause it was worth it.
At least, I thought so.

On that day you told me that you wanted to give up on this relationship of ours, my heart shattered into a million pieces.
I questioned your heart, you picked your words carefully when you replied.
My heart shattered even more.
All you said was school, career, and your own family.
Not because of how you prioritise things and your selfish thoughts for self.
It was because you didn't include me in your future.
I didn't even blame you for your busy schedules and I don't mind that we didn't meet as frequent or text/call up as often.
All I needed was you to show at least some love for me when we are texting instead of cold replies but you decided to leave me for yourself.

I went speechless immediately, not knowing what to reply though I wanted to.
At that moment I realised that the person whom I shared my thoughts, secrets, and everything with, just left me.
Or perhaps wasn't with me from the start since I wasn't included in his future.
Not even having a slightest importance to him maybe.
I've fallen too deep, fell too hard.
Faking a smile during the day, and all turned into tears at night.

Now we're back to being strangers, with some memories.
If we were to start over again, I will go for it again.
Not trying to change it, but to feel it again.
I don't regret starting this 'cause I tried, I tried my best that I could.
But I guess, we're over 'cause I'm not in one of your priorities when you're in mine.

Goodbye my love.