Whatever emotions I went through, you were there and vice versa.
I thought we will last since we're in love with each other but no.
I remembered how you first you held my hand, pecked on my cheek, kissed on my lips.
Meeting me daily despite being tired from every activities you had during your day.
Every time we meet, time seemed to pass so quickly when we haven't even finish catching up on each other.
Waking up tiredly the next day trying to recall how much fun we had while complaining that we're tired to each other but it doesn't matter 'cause it was worth it.
At least, I thought so.
On that day you told me that you wanted to give up on this relationship of ours, my heart shattered into a million pieces.
I questioned your heart, you picked your words carefully when you replied.
My heart shattered even more.
All you said was school, career, and your own family.
Not because of how you prioritise things and your selfish thoughts for self.
It was because you didn't include me in your future.
I didn't even blame you for your busy schedules and I don't mind that we didn't meet as frequent or text/call up as often.
All I needed was you to show at least some love for me when we are texting instead of cold replies but you decided to leave me for yourself.
I went speechless immediately, not knowing what to reply though I wanted to.
At that moment I realised that the person whom I shared my thoughts, secrets, and everything with, just left me.
Or perhaps wasn't with me from the start since I wasn't included in his future.
Not even having a slightest importance to him maybe.
I've fallen too deep, fell too hard.
Faking a smile during the day, and all turned into tears at night.
Now we're back to being strangers, with some memories.
If we were to start over again, I will go for it again.
Not trying to change it, but to feel it again.
I don't regret starting this 'cause I tried, I tried my best that I could.
But I guess, we're over 'cause I'm not in one of your priorities when you're in mine.
Goodbye my love.